Today's Main Course : Salad

Updates

2010-08-14T11:36:00.004+08:00

The wait is finally over!Had been u indecisive since last year, should I go for 3GS or wait for Iphone 4? The wait is really worth it. Finally had one with very cheap price. Off peak now, which is a good time to learn. Things I am working on now is totally different with what I worked all these while, in term of technical. For me, it is not easy, that best explains of my new born grey hairs. This is my 2nd month, and with 10 grey hairs, cant imagine for the coming days. It has seem to be one of the traits. While still contemplating to take ACCA or CA, money wise, decided to withdraw these two, stick back to initial plan. Better get a life first before no life uh.... what I can say is , not easy.. seriously not easy.... There are more things to do now... take care of health and learn to achieve work life balance. Ahhhh....... A different kind of life .

2010-08-01T06:15:00.001+08:00

Cant really sleep well, heavy rain woke me up again in the early morning. Have so many scenes playing on my mind, we went through so many ups and downs, I always believe we could make it to the end. IF only I can turn back time now?

Updates - thought

2010-07-24T21:05:00.002+08:00

I know I haven fully adapt to the new environment, new place, there's something holding me back sometimes. Everything is fine, maybe because now is just the starting? Everyday in life like no different. Kinda tired of long hours travelling, feel so unproductive, need to figure out what I could do while travelling. Hate wasting time of waiting for my turn at immigration. It's all starting, haven get into the actual situation, actual mode. More to come! Sometimes while waiting for bus or in bus, still have this random thought of my car. Days are different now, life style is different. It is another new experience. Distances , is kind of scary, it can pull two close people far apart, or for some ppl , it actually helps to make their relationship fonder? Due to the hectic life , and our own limited capacity, we know that it is not we dont care who we used to care, we just care in another way, we know that in heart , there is still a place for each other, because we always care.

2010-07-03T22:04:00.002+08:00

When I see you smile it feels like I'm falling

It's not for anybody else to know

The way your face could light

The bitter dark of every street

In every town I'll ever go

It's not for anybody else to know

For anybody else to know...

When I see you smile first thing in the morning

It raises curtains on your lazy eyes

Could it be that you and I

Have the greatest love to ever be

How could this have ever been before?

It's not for anybody else to know

For anybody else to know

When Friday night arrives

We'll let it pass outside the door

This is not for anybody else to know...

2010-06-06T13:57:00.002+08:00

Going to begin another new chapter . Be strong ! With no regret.

No more Sesame Street, getting to Kota Kemuning Hill .

waiting to move on

2010-05-23T11:19:00.000+08:00

Do you really like to build lifelong relationship with customers and finding the right solutions to meet their financial needs? Developing relationship for more sales opportunity?

I doubt !

Still finding my way to get to my final destination , Sesame Street !

2010-05-23T10:14:00.002+08:00

There are some many moments and harsh words that tear us apart. Heartbreaking is so significant, and scars as well. Miscommunication is really killing and horrible. Different people , different way to interact, when saying the wrong thing at the wrong time, everything can be gone. Human are complicated, as I always say, dealing with human mind is kind of difficult and extremely challenging, time and efforts are needed to build a relationship, learning from mistakes and experiences, to make it a better way of communication, to avoid misunderstand and unnecessary problems. Working things out!

513

2010-05-15T17:01:00.002+08:00

13.05.2010

Started my first journey today to explore Seksyen U5, and it's bloody far from kk. Lost for almost an hour only reached the destination, supposed the appointment is at 1030am , but only made it at 1045am. The successful history of the founder of the company is really impressive and motivated. 513, has become unforgettable day for me too. During night time , had another appointment to attend. It is valuable and priceless too. People always said I will meet a lot of mentors and ' gui ren ' in my whole life, I think it is a fact, really appreciate it.

2010-03-25T18:58:00.001+08:00

你的一举一动牵扯在我生活的隙缝 ......

不论过多久....

还是会寂寞

I'm back !

2010-03-24T12:23:00.001+08:00

I'm back from Bali ! Thou the foods there too oily n salty, I still love the place!! Miss surfing at Kuta Beach and Balinese massage. But missed out go club and eat seafood at Jimbaran and Kitamani. Will go back to the island again =)
Time to write another new chapter of life.

在記憶中找你

2010-03-12T13:49:00.001+08:00

2010-03-09T02:50:00.000+08:00

It's kind of ridiculous of I actually allow unnecessary and unimportant people to irritate me.

Of course it is funny in a way yet I cant help myself to get rid with that. Gotta find a way out ASAP. Nothing gonna disturb my peace of mind! Giving up on human behaviours and manners, and don't ever give a damn.

2010-03-09T00:46:00.001+08:00

Not sure what to blog about. This blog is dead, just like me. Feeling so stressful and unhappy, don't know why, perhaps giving up to run my brain accordingly or forget about I do have a choice to be happy ?

2010-02-24T15:08:00.003+08:00

我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人

今后各自曲折各自悲哀 .........

cant help myself listening to this song again and again..

who can really know how I feel at this moment? I guess no one.

Everything is gone, and heart is dead.

This is the last post for this blog.

2010-02-20T23:23:00.002+08:00

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say?

How True?

2010-02-08T21:21:00.001+08:00

Name Changed

2010-01-25T10:29:00.004+08:00

I am currently doing a study on how a person's name can affect one whole life,and undergoing experiment. There is an old Chinese saying, “An improper name impedes proper speech”, therefore I will use my new name from now onwards, and see what it brings to me in coming 6 months.

You guys can still call me Sher Reen , changed to Sheren

And Full name is Foo Xuan Yin ( 傅旋夤 )

p.s : can still called me Foo as you like it =P

Shifu writing a poem based on my new name during China trip

2010-01-22T20:50:00.002+08:00

In life, I am sure you have meet people who love to blame and complaint, they talked and blame about their spouses, their family, their jobs, their friends, their surroundings n etc.. Oh please! you are the one who create all these shyt in your life!
It's you who took the actions, thought the thoughts, created the feelings, and made the choices.
Dont forget you are the one who choose to trust him, you are the one who choose to work in the company, you are the one who ignored your intuitions, you are the one who don't listen to your mum. Maybe some people would say they are stuck in their current condition, there are no ways for them to get rid of all those shyt, if you think in that way,then congrats ya! you re creating problems to torture yourself.
And I believe there are so many times we really stuck in the middle of nowhere helpless and hopeless, and thoughtless. I, myself had that kind of experiences too, and couldnt find any solutions or solid explanations.. no matter how hard I tried, they are just there. Thanks to Visiber who open my mind to see the whole picture and give me answer and solve the key question mark on my mind.

2010-01-02T23:54:00.004+08:00

It has been a great and sweet new year for me ~~ wii~~ thank you so much =)
After sort everything out..after clearing all the mess..after thunder storms,finally there is sunlight! I can finally feel the happiness and sweetness~ Thanks God for everything as well, unexpected plan worked out perfectly!
I wanted to watch Pursuit of Happiness by Will Smith since 2 years ago, finally I managed to find a time for it...

There are really too much to say after watching it, I think this feeling called touching. Found some useful and notable sharing at a random blog regarding this movie :

10 Lessons From The Pursuit Of Happiness

1. Necessity is the mother of invention
People like to be in their comfort zone. We tend to ignore problems until they become too painful to do so. That is why inventions seem so hard to come by. It is also the reason why insurance and saving plans are so hard to sell. People just prefer to ignore them at their own peril. How do we promote invention? You can start on a personal level by asking yourself the following questions: “Why is it this way? How can I make it better? What do I need? Who do I benefit” They are basic questions that we rarely ask ourselves.

2. Don’t do a job that does not directly link reward to results
In the movie, we see Will Smith juggle a stock broking job and a medical equipment sales job together. He worked on the sales on the weekend and broking on weekdays. If the performance of your job has no strong direct link to the payout, think of ways to improve and get another second income stream. Jobs that pay you based on time as just taking away the most valuable resource of your life from you. Time is the only limited resource in the world. You cannot make time and worse still, you have no idea of how much you have left. So invest your time wisely.

3. You are who you mix with
There are studies which determined that your income is the approximate weighted average of all your friends( I can’t find the link now but I am sure it exists). Stick with the right people and you will rise with the tide. Stick with the wrong group and you will go under. Will Smith had a big break where he got into the exclusive box stand. There he got to know so many contacts that were much valuable than those that could be found on his cold calling list. The fact that he came with a CEO of a large pension fund also help gained him creditability. The internet age has made it very easy to network.

4. 1 decision can make your life difficult or very good
Some decisions, like Will’s decision to invest in the medical scanner, can make life more difficult than necessary. His decision to jump into stock broking however made his life much better. The point is not to avoid making big decisions in fear of making your life extremely bad, but to make sure that you always have a lifeline. Dumping your savings in something you do not understand is hardly a smart decision.

5. Determination, Motivation and Ambition are the same things
They make you take action. Action is the part separating thinker, dreamers from the successful. Set goals and work for them. If you are working, you should aim for your next promotion in the next X years. If you are doing sales, apply will’s mantra: “X calls=X meetings=X interested prospects= X closing=X money” Ask yourself: what is the X that you are aiming for?

6. You need a supportive partner
I thought it really sucked to have his wife walk out on him. I am generalizing here but I think the girls I know generally have less determination than guys. They are just not that interested in achieving goals. So if you see one who will stick by you through thick and thin, make sure the glue is always strong.

7. Luck evens out in the long term
Sure. In the movie, Will seem to always have bad luck everyday. But luck is statistically proven to be non existent. Flip a coin many times and you get even results. Work on your cold calling and you will get that X numbers of meetings. As long as in the short term you survive, there is nothing to blame on luck.

8. Money != Happiness
With an income more than 20K, your happiness level does not increase with further increases in income. In this study, it is shown that everyone needs a decent standard of living. But once you attain that, happiness is less definable because it varies from everyone. Varied experiences and being in control of your life generally bring experiences. See Maslow hierarchy of needs if you need to know basic stuff have to be fulfilled first. For me, happiness means being in control of my life, having financial security and doing hard and meaningful work.

9. Happiness is relative
They say a happy man is one whom earns $100 more than his wife’s sister’s husband. Less comparison of status with other people make you content. Or you could simply downgrade your lifestyle.

10. It is hard to climb out of poverty. Social mobility is dropping
In the Documentary 30 Days, they did an experiment where a couple worked on minimum wage for 30 days. Not only did they have no savings at the end of 30 days, they were in the red. It is not surprising that people cannot climb out of poverty. No one would be willing to hire anyone without a home address. You basically drop out of the system and no work=no money= no home. It’s just a vicious cycle. to your network.

The verdict : Hope you guys can have some time for yourself to watch this show, as I believe it gonna be a turning point for you in your life, but you must fully concentrate and into the story, unless it will be just another unexcited and wasting-my-time show. In summary, I would say it highlighted realistic life lessons and it's worth for us to contemplate all the issues highlighted. No pain no gain! I think sometimes I move too quick till I neglected some little tiny details. Going to be slow down abit... Live life to the fullest!waste no time.. and I appreciate everything and everyone I have now in my life! Have a good year peeps!

2009-12-31T04:16:00.000+08:00

Unusual sleepless night..... what's this thought on my mind? I failed myself to map them out, sort them out, failed to solve the mind puzzles or shall put in this way, I have no strength to solve it anymore? I don't know, it feels so unreal... it feels like dream come true once, and when I saw it, when I touch it, it just vanished like smoke... the sky is clear again and left me all alone, insanely waiting for it to come back again. Will you be back? I cant wait anymore. I am drown in the between of fantasy and reality, I cant differentiate, who's coming to help me? How wish I can format everything and press the restart button or programming whatever codes I want... I think.. I better continue to sleep....don't wake me up....don't wake me up so soon... I want to stay longer.

The End of 2009.

2009-12-31T00:13:00.002+08:00

Once again, everything is over, last day of 2009, all in all , this year is a very different year for me. After graduated and joined the workforce, I met thousand and one people in my life, some of them taught me valuable lessons, some of them pissed me off, some of them changed me, some of them light up my life, there are so many of them who I want to thank! Thanks for all the supports and help in year 2009!!! Nice meeting you guys!! May God bless you. Back to me, nothing much to say, I'm back to Jack Johnson now...there are so many days filled with laughter and tears and breakdowns. A few books changed me as well, I would say this year I grow a lot, as I said in previous year, whatever I lost, I would put in double efforts to gain them back! The hunger for knowledge is never ending, and that's why I am always hungry, and craving for more and more. I give it a 8 out of 10 =)
The posts in my blog becoming lesser each month, mainly due to time constraints, secondly is I find out there are nothing much to update. When I grow older, my feelings fade away easily, in other words, I become more realistic. Nothing bad about that , just a process of growing up. Somehow, I find it's a good evolution for myself, as if I keep trapped in those whatever shyt situations, and unnecessary events due to my sympathetic-ness,I definitely gonna be collapsed again. I shall put all my energy on things I want to produce desired outcomes, instead of wasting it clinging on people or things which will never ever belongs to me. Nothing is permanent, nothing remains the same. This is the nature of life.
Oh damn! it is back somehow!! Clear all -ve vibe away!!! er... say NO to quarter life crisis please .... ><" uhhhh... gotta find a way out to find back the driven factors. Have a good rest peeps! 2010 is going to be tough, very tough, so make sure you are well prepare, physically, spiritually and emotionally, for the challenges !

2009-12-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder is there anything
I'm going to miss
I wonder how it's going to be
When you don't know me
How's it going to be
When you're sure I'm not there
How's it going to be
When there's no one there to talk to
Between you and me
Cause I don't care......
How's it going to be
How's it going to be
Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like the hammock by the
Doorway we spent time in swings empty
Don't see lightning like last fall
When it was always about to hit me
I wonder how's it going to be
When it goes down
How's it going to be
When you're not around
How's it going to be
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
Cause I don't care
How's it going to be
And how's it going to be
When you don't know me anymore
And how's it going to be
Want to get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
I want to taste the salt of your skin
The soft dive of oblivion oblivion
How's it going to be
When you don't know me anymore

How's it going to be ? ..........

2009-12-27T22:43:00.001+08:00

Merry Xmas ! and time to plan and think for new year resolutions ! wii~~~~

Philosophy of Life 001

2009-12-23T10:28:00.001+08:00

Life is like the OCEAN

Sometimes the water looks turbulent
but underneath it is calm

Sometimes the surface is calm
but
underneath it is turbulent

Updates

2009-12-17T19:45:00.000+08:00

After suffered a few rounds of food poisoning in the last month of the year, I am grateful to say that I am okay now, at least I can finish my meals. Special thanks to c.w.k for rescuing me from disaster =) Alright, basically nothing much to update.. maybe there are too many on my mind till I not sure which one to share here... Curiosity kills a cat , after discovers all the tricks and tracks and behind the scene, I finally made up my mind, a solid decision this time. People tend to be too naive, no one to blame. I remember some people shared about this before, crisis in chinese, is dangers + opportunity, which means whenever you encounter danger situation, there is always another opportunity awaiting for you. For others , they might think I am currently in this so called crisis, however I never think that way. I really miss those days, Dec of 2008! And some people actually voice out to me as they think I've changed, no longer soft-hearted? Perhaps? I am not so sure, I think I've changed too, people are changing. Most probably due to workloads and hectic of handling my works has made me different. Last few days I had this random thought, when others are doing their very best to make their dreams come true, what the hell are you doing? New year resolutions I think 70% achieved, need to work harder more, please don't allow yourself to slack thou Xmas is just around the corner! WORK!! xD

2009-12-04T11:49:00.001+08:00

"The only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."

Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computers

2009-11-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

There is no shortcut to greatness in life. There is no such thing as an easy ride. If we are not willing to pay the price, we will always live an average life.

2009-11-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here....

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find opposing new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here !

Seeking for summer snow in the deep blue sea... looking forward for my turn!! :)

现在很想见你

2009-11-06T15:02:00.003+08:00

不知不觉就这样过了几个季节
我们相识在今年春天吧
在还没正式认识你之前
就已经知道你的存在
觉得我们有个共同点
那就是我们都是傻瓜哈哈
和你谈天真的很舒服，很自在，很安全，很熟悉

总觉得只要有你在

我的悲哀就好像能瞬间蒸发
我的泪水也能停顿
现在回想起来
真的很庆幸有个你
一直在我身边支持我安慰我
真的很感谢你
很快的，你也已经离开两个月了
虽然由于我工作在外和时差的关系
我们之间的联络也少了
但还是觉得你别来无恙
还是一样三八，哈哈
回想那些日子
真的还好有你！
不然我真的gg.com

看着你那么努力认真在过你的人生
我也得好好加油了
一起有美好的将来而奋斗！
很期待明年的夏天~ ~
在这里有些话要对你说，
你的思念我明白
只能说这一切都是个过程
留下的就是回忆了
人生要走的路还很长远
下一站会遇见谁都还是个未知数
认真地过每一天
我相信有一天
你会在那里遇到和你志同道合的人
你一定要坚强
其实我一直以来都很喜欢你，哈哈
你对我而言其实也有几重要一下

不知为什么今天就是特别想念你~ 现在很想见你啊~~~ ><””

2009-11-05T21:17:00.002+08:00

If you want to remain calm and peaceful as you go through life, you have to have high intention and low attachment. You do everything you can to get what you want and then let it go if you don't get desired outcomes. Sometimes you don't get the intended results by the date that you want, it's normal, that's life. You just keep moving in the direction of your goal until you get there. Sometimes the universe has other plans, and often they are better than the ones you had in mind.
Remember that whenever one door seemingly closes, another door opens. You just have to keep positive, stay aware, and look to see what it is. Instead of getting upset when things don't unfold as you anticipated, always ask yourself the question, "What is the possibility that this is?"

2009-11-03T14:54:00.002+08:00

I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go.......

2009-10-26T03:04:00.005+08:00

Couldnt believe this week is the last week of October 2009 !

Oh damn! Where am I heading to? What am I doing?

Destination is still Sesame Street.... and now I am preparing myself...gonna be fast...speedy...

CON.CEN.TRATE !

不要说我做得不对不要说你永远不会
因为我知道有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会你不必在我面前流泪
因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝
你让他叫你宝贝.........

Leaving everything behind! giving up on others and focus on productive stuffs !! Engine started , MOVE ON!!

2009-10-12T15:58:00.001+08:00

YES! I believe !! let's work hard for a better tomorrow =)

=)

2009-10-12T15:57:00.000+08:00

xD

2009-10-02T01:15:00.006+08:00

Firstly, really thanks God for a pretty 1st of October, today indeed is a very good day. I've achieved my goals, or I can say beyond my goals, so no doubt that my efforts all re rewarded, I spent Raya holiday in Subang all alone, and it has proven that I really not wasting my time. I feel thankful and a little bit of excitement, rather than slack off or find an excuse let myself to take a break. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. I see a really different perspective today, I see another me, I started to shape my mindset, there are so many so called missions in my mind, and I am going to accomplish them. I guess I am ready for all the challenges and roadblocks. This evening I received a IKEA mag at the front door of my place, after browsing through it, I started to think that I shall included a house in my goals list as well. It's time to grow up, time to be more mature. And again, I am one step closer to my goals, how about you? Are you in the process to achieving your goals as well? I hope everyone is doing their best in everyday to get whatever they want in life.
But somehow, in the end, today is really great but ended with upset and disappointment due to some personal issues. Timing is really crucial, wrong timing can spoil your perfect plan. I am speechless again, is like you have this happiness want to share with someone and yet ended up you are alone back then, but I don't want this to affect my day. I want to keep today's feelings to the next stage, I want to remember today. October schedule is really pack, gotta clear all the distractions and focus on my work and personal growth already. Best of luck peeps~ Goodnight.

Last quarter of 2009

2009-09-27T19:00:00.003+08:00

3 more days to welcome the last quarter of 2009!wooHOO~~ Final shoot for the last quarter for 2009 d, the following months are goddamn crucial for me. Really need to get ready with bullets, aim my targets accurately and fire! Well, there are so many things on my to-do-lists..bla bla bla~ All I need is just a few months, after a few months my whole life will never ever be the same anymore. I am still doing my very best to achieve the balance point between professional and personal life at this stage, I admit that the balance point might not be achieved, based on the current situation now right.. professional life takes approx 85% of my time. So peeps, I am sorry, tolerate abit lar..next year can fly to anywhere you guys want go (:
Anyhow, I really cant wait to get everything done!!! I MEAN EVERYTHING! I cant really wait! I've too many plans on my mind now, I wanna spend time with my family.. I wanna hang out with my friends, I wanna travel to UK, I wanna go backpacking.. wow~ I guess maybe this is another evo for me,hahaha! I shall speed up momentum and get everything done during next few months, perhaps all these has become drivers for passion. Great, I will try this out and see whether it works or not. Wait for me patiently please... your patient will be rewarded, I promise.

You are the one who decide it's an ending or it is another beginning

Random sial...hahahaha!!!

2009-09-26T00:44:00.003+08:00

When life hands you a lemon, squeeze it and make lemonade - W. Clement Stone

I find this phrase really inspiriting and insightful. When I flashback, no doubt that I wasted a few lemons. But from now onwards, whenever I receive lemons from life, I will make sure I squeeze them until can make a XL size of lemon juice (:

wOOOAAAAHHH~~~

2009-09-22T23:52:00.002+08:00

THANKS LORD !!!! MORE TO COME (=

2009-09-19T22:07:00.003+08:00

其实，从一开始就不应该那样。。。。。自己拿来的。

我看，我还是努力工作算了........

2009-09-17T07:07:00.002+08:00

I've got sunshine
On a cloudy day.
When it's cold outside,
I've got the month of May.
I've got so much honey
The bees envy me.
I've got a sweeter song than the birds in the trees.
Well, I guess you'll say
What can make me feel this way? xD

Yea.. I am super rich now! because I have you (:

2009-09-10T01:04:00.002+08:00

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear
before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear
It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends
maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down
lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind
I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
but I don't mind a few mysteries
I guess I'll let you know
they can stay that way it's fine by me
but you are another mystery i am missing
when i figure it out
It takes so much out of me to pretend
maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down
Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time of any kind
wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

2009-09-09T02:00:00.002+08:00

Busy working......... racing with time everyday

BRB

Since today is my day 999, I upload some pic for you guys to see...hahahah.. i know everyone is missing me :P

Foods in Anson

Cameron Getaway

AND......

Turtle from nowhere ><
So cute lah...Still searching for it!

All pic re taken by using P1, well.. what to comment about this phone, first of all, thanks to my dearest sister who contributed it to me, and she herself is having fun with her iphone. FOC, what else to comment..haha!! In the end I don't have to spend on buying iphone uh.. be positive! Say YES to free gifts and appreciate them, and money will come to you very soon (=

A night with yellowcard

2009-08-26T02:02:00.004+08:00

Crash and burn
And how broken my heart is

If I could, I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

Now we've all grown up, gone on and moved away
Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say
To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard
Looking back it all just seems so far, so far away

I'd give it up for just one more day with you
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
And you're my only one

P.S : Enuf of so called emo songs. Good night world...

2009-08-26T01:47:00.001+08:00

爱像一阵风
吹完它就走
这样的节奏
谁都无可奈何

没有你以后
我灵魂失控
黑云在降落
我被它拖着走

静静悄悄默默离开
陷入了危险边缘
我的世界已狂风暴雨

不能承受我已无处可躲
我不要再想
我不我不
我不要再想了

不知不觉
你已经离开我
不知不觉
我跟了这节奏
后知后觉
又过了一个秋
后知后觉
我该好好生活

心中有数

2009-08-21T00:59:00.003+08:00

Have you ever been driving your car and suddenly realised that your emergency break is still on? What would you do? Push harder to overcome the drag of the brake? Of course not I guess, you would just simply released the brake..... Just a simple and realistic scenario I want to share with you guys. The main point is we don't get ourselves stuck forever. Do something please! Stop re-creating the same experience over and over! If you want to be successful, you must be never stuck. Well, I admit I always trapped in same experience again and again, maybe I don't have the courage to face the reality, I choose to runaway from it, ended up sesat as usual. Time to move on! Cant wait to see the brand new me .... LOL~ God bless ~~

2009-08-19T12:20:00.003+08:00

Had breakfast @ O'Briens today! =)

Everybody please take care of yourself, wash hands often n etc... and jia you for whatever you re doing now! Best of luck ~ God blesss~~~

See you guys in September !

P.S : Today is gifted! I love today (=

2009-08-18T15:50:00.000+08:00

Random Quiz.. Do you agree with this?

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

You Are Empathetic and Caring

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz

Too Serious Too Soon

2009-08-13T09:39:00.002+08:00

Randomly youtube this song, and I am thinking maybe we got too serious too soon...

I wonder where you where
I wonder what your thinking about tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone
Maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder
I don't know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking, we got too serious, too soon
I told you every day
I told you every night in every way
I love you
Maybe you got scared
Maybe I have nothing else to say
But I love you
So baby now my life's a mess
Cause I'm
cos I couldn't love you any less
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking ,we got too serious, too soon
Too soon
It's not right
It's not fair
It's in you baby cuts like a knife
what if you were the love of my life

Girl in your dreams

2009-08-12T02:00:00.005+08:00

I am currently back to Subang. but will be leaving again very soon. After back for almost a week, finally I had successfully adjusted my mood to match current living speed. However, I still need to leave here very soon after all. Listening to Girl in your dream by M2M, I fell into the stream of memories, I grin silly by recalling all those silly and funny moments we spent together, I miss those days, those days filled with lame jokes, songs, bejeweled, McD and pizza delivery. Last few weeks almost killed me. Everytime I play mp3s in my handphone, they just made me EMO, mainly because all my songs re in emo category and everytime I play those songs, I closed my eyes and I saw someone is grinning at me, and number of nights dreamt about the girl in my dreams. I still remember there was one night, was sitting in car, on the way back to home, heard 怎样 by Penny, it just brought tears to me. The lyric 75% match with my mood, keep thinking of the weather condition in kl, the sky in kl...everything.. I just cant took them off my mind, keep thinking of what if... what if you ... what if I ... what if we... and everyday I was waiting to go home, I really surrender my everything to you, I seriously lost my mind and soul. Still sorting everything out and controlling my thoughts and emotions. And finally I am back... I hope my next trip will be different... with my new pen which gives me the superpower, motivation, support and inspiration. Thanks Lord, Praise Lord ~

2009-08-08T04:58:00.002+08:00

Listening to : Ronan Keating - This I promise you

My love, here I stand before you
I am yours now
From this moment on
Take my hand
Only you can stop me shaking
We'll share forever
This I promise you

And when I look in your eyes
All of my life feels before me
And I'm not running anymore
Cause I already know I'm home
With every beat of my heart
I give you my love completely
My darling, this I promise you

My love, I can feel your heartbeat
As we dance now
Closer than before
Don't let go
Don't let go
Cause I can almost cry now
This is forever
I make this vow to you

2009-08-06T00:45:00.003+08:00

Outstation in Teluk Intan during last 2 weeks, and might go back there again. Initially I cant wait to come back to Subang, somehow when I come back, I juz realised there is no different whether I am in Teluk Intan or here. In other ways, there is no different if I stay in Subang or PJ/Puchong, or whatever place.
Life is getting stressful, and it seems like everything is turning upside down. I avoid the overwhelming sensation, yet I know I gonna face it one day.
Damn headache is getting serious!!!! Concentrate... concentrate what I can do..forgone whatever..give up those out of my control...then I shall be fine.

无言，无语，无话可说

2009-07-12T23:27:00.007+08:00

Love is simple and easy. How to love is never simple and easy. Sustaining love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll just never happen to you. It takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes wisdom. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your relationship work. The issue is not about have you found the right person,but it's learning how to love the person you found.

Everything happens for a reason, and everyone comes to you for a reason.

God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.

P.s: hey peeps! I do love you k? And I'm still learning how to love....

2009-07-09T06:22:00.002+08:00

也许时间是一种解药

也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着 :|

*sigh*I have to admit that Insomnia is back!!!!!damn it... serious shyt!!!!

2009-07-07T01:34:00.003+08:00

Listening to : Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

I might ignore him
I might ignore her
I might ignore it
I might ignore them
yet
I will never ignore you
because someone like you is impossible to find =)

2009-07-04T14:26:00.004+08:00

Listening to : OST of Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen

Autobots! Transform!!!! HAHA!! I am so obsessed with transformers, esp Bumblebeeeeee` He is so adorable and loyal, and he is also cry baby!and merajuk....er.. just heart it la =P Everything is really chun! OST rox as well~ The best movie of 2009 in my rating list xD

Welcome to second half of 2009! Track back with your new year resolutions, have you achieved your goals? Or you still stuck on something? Just be positive, if you achieved nothing, it's time to kick start your dreams. Life is never easy, all I want is just have enough of rest. What I mean rest is really REST, stress free and don't have to worry about anything. I see the warning signs, I have alot of random or complicated thoughts running on my mind. Every decisions counts and able to change my whole life. How could I make life-changing decisions without deeper consideration? In fact, technically and logically and based on all so called principles of life and keys which lead you to good life, I can should carry on my plans and implement them, throw everything behinds me, don't even need to give a damn. In contrast, emotionally I can't, I just cannot let it happen, I must do something to prevent it to happen, dilemma as with everything I want, it comes with a price. Seriously sesat now, very sesat. Is there any win-win situation? What God trying to tell me? Is everything fated?Is time to let you go? Is time to start a whole new chapter of life? Actually when making decisions, we shall not count in our emotions, it kills, overkill in someday.The life I want is just far off realistic and sounds like as if it only will happens in my dreamland.
Schedule your priorities, prioritise your schedules, in other words, life is about changing priorities, always ask yourself, what is important to you.....I believe everything gonna be fine in the end.. and I am still asking the directions to get to Sesame Street... Anyone knows?

2009-06-29T08:04:00.006+08:00

Listening to : Dear Friend - Shun Zi

They came out the idea of celebrate lopo ying's bday at Fullhouse suddenly, and once again this has proven that Suqing's theory which is the attendance for unplanned gathering/outing is surprisingly impressive. As you can see that majority of us appeared, five of them purposely departed from Muar all the way to here! I miss talking and playing with you all so much, and I feel so glad that we have this chance to gather last night, lol... Once again, we have more funny jokes and classic stories,hahaha!!! Love all of you <3

Group Pic #1

Group pic #2 * I look so retarded, ignored me @@*

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Two more days to go to reach another half of 2009. When I think of my 1st and 2nd quarter of 2009, there are 2 persons that I just couldn't missed out - my yangs !!! haha!! Hope two of you is doing fine in the US, and always in good health.. lol...Randomly thought of Noble house =S , sorry ignore me..haha! Miss those days we hung out and had fun together.. esp the trip to Putrajaya and Alamada, haha!! I just used the movie vouchers for Terminator yesterday, and still have 1 can of seacoconuts >< .. thanks for all the great memories. I believe that we gonna meet very soon, so let's work hard for our future and do your best to act upon life~ I know you 2 paling enjoy now la..I seriously have a sudden urge to buy ticket and fly off to Tennessee @@ Anyway, take care and have fun! lol

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Kuching trip was awesome!! Don't feel regret that you din join us becoz that's your choice, lol...Culture Village was a ...er.. not my type, it's good, but the hot weather freak me out. And I almost fell asleep during performance time. Bako National Park rox!!! Haha, I am born for natural!hahhaa... thou abit tiring during hiking up to the edge, but I really enjoy and our Ms Farm took the the opportunity to improve her knowledge in plants and animals. Kolo mee is just superb! Don't want uncle seng anymore, lol~ Teh C special also my type..We stayed nearby Santubong Beach, as I heard that Damai beach is much better but Santubong beach is actually pretty fine for me~ heard that Damai beach there is more suitable for honeymoon, great! lolx
We wore masks in airport and had vitamin C every morning, after that I quarantine myself for days. I think I am pretty fine, no symptoms of H1N1, gonna quarantine for a few more days and see how lu... Conclusion, our trip is filled with super lame jokes (mostly from me), and funny acts (Ms Farm) and laughters from Micky's wife and Sus~ damn, miss kuching so much !!

my workstation.. lol

filling forms for H1N1

Superpower #1

Superpower #2

*so sweet* lol.. kena halau by golf management staffs there =.="

My Yellowman sesat in jungle

bako telok pandan kecil ! damn nice la the view up there, really worth it to walk 2.2km for it!

Three of them

Low batt after done traning of the day

Luan Shui x 2

Group pic - we re ninjas

Nah..this is Ming2 .... =.="

Message from me

2009-06-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

Listening to : Sorry I love you - Fish Leong

* stay tuned * lol...

Maybe Me

2009-06-14T16:47:00.005+08:00

From the first moment I opened my eyes in the morning, I first saw you, the motivator.I am amazed, I first thought I was dreaming. I closed my eyes and opened again, I am awake in the world. How I wish I could freeze the moment with superpower..These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive, these are the moments that I wanna remember all my life. I found all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.. My heart soared in gratitude to God for giving me every moments with you...Thanks for spending your time with me..I'm sorry for all the troubles.. and sorry if I bully you...2 more papers to go!!!! God bless~~

Somewhere in between

2009-06-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

Did I ever stop to make you smile when your day was hard?
Did I sing for you a happy song when your light stopped shining?
Did I ever try to make you laugh when your eyes held tears?
Did I hold your hand or kiss your cheek when your world seemed almost torn in half?
Did I ever pause to hear your voice when you needed just a moment’s ear?
Did I let you know that I was near when you lost your way or missed a chance?
Did I ever stop to say I care when I didn’t seek to hear it too?
Did I ever show my love for you when you were so lost in this world?

Does it really matters? Why is that so hard to find something concrete?? Pulling the puzzles apart, what I'll see? My intuition is no longer working I supposed, I couldn't predict the unpredictable anymore...I don't even dare to take a glance what is right in front of me now.
I can't be losing sleep over this..give me a few hours and I'll have this all sorted out.. I cannot standstill, as this cannot be happening. It is over my head but underneath my feet. Where I shall put my trust in? deep in my heart? or people? I hope by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat and everything will be back to the way that it was... I wish that it was just that easy....
I'm waiting for tonight then waiting for tomorrow
I cant help myself again, I am somewhere in between what is real and just a dream
I don't want to run away from this because I know that i just don't need this
why cant I just get all these shyt over my head now?!!!! I believe no one but myself..but now how I suppose to trust myself? I am disturbed by fears and doubts...Is it really fine that we just left something unsaid?

I am guessing at numbers and figures
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

2009-06-05T01:53:00.003+08:00

ABCDFGHIJKLMNOPQ
RSTVWXYZ

equal to

Missing U ):

No more gym sessions from today onwards ><

2009-06-01T03:58:00.004+08:00

Seriously gonna miss those days, forced to kiss goodbye Mayday! I remembered everything was pretty fine, even shyt happened, I believe it is over and I managed to overcome them. Nowadays I still can people chilling, they either well prepared for finals or slack off.HAHA! If you meet me so called chilling, it's clearly that I am still procrstinating for no reasons. Sort of like demotivated, doing nothing but sleep yet exhausted like hell, which is something sounds so strange to me. I am trying to escape from the reality that how many days to finals, dare not to count >< Anyhow, just don't overstress, stress kills k...serious shyt. Good luck to everyone! esp last batch of UTS students , WE CAN DO IT !!! cant wait for gila-gila outing..haha!!!

Define the Law of Diminishing Marginal Utility

2009-05-31T04:24:00.001+08:00

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rollin' sea
Down on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
I know there's nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love

I think of you every morning and dream of you every night

A very short/random updates

2009-05-29T00:21:00.002+08:00

27.05.2009

Farewell for Jess at Bumbu Bali. We really enjoyed and had fun :P More pictures at others cam, haven copy yet. Have fun and all the best!!! I forgot to give speech on that day ><"

Nice weiiiii

Group photo

OMG! Just simply like Doraemon~ Ang ang ang~~ Too bad I missed Time Machine :(

Under an apple tree

Someone is so notty lately, like to bully me so much! This is evidence, not simply crap one eh

2009-05-26T02:43:00.000+08:00

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越没力越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你

如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

我即将变成回忆，这是谁都改变不了的事实。虽然你也只能陪我到这里，但真的很够了，我也没剩下多少时间，不知道你能待在我回忆多久，但都不重要了吧！只希望这一切不要那么快结束，因为我还想待在你的身边。感谢有一个你在我的身边。而我知道，所有的舍不得都将会结束。一开始就已经知道这样的结局，也接受了，谁还要感伤呢？这一切也来得太快了吧！可以说是一场梦，或者是一个生命中的惊喜，从来都没想过回发生的事。之前就已经决定好，也有了计划，谁知生命中有太多的变数，所有的计划都变了，想做的事都没做了。因为已经不重要了，谁还去鸟？现在的一切比我预测中的好很多，让我想暂时逃避现实。。什么都不想，只想好好慢慢的度过每一天的每分每秒。。叮噹啊~叮噹~~借个法宝给我好吗？我要停顿时光。。。叮噹啊叮噹~

Lucky Strike

Synchronizing

2009-05-22T23:42:00.003+08:00

1. First and foremost, I want to say that I am doing pretty fine! Drain all negative emotions, it's time to move on! So don't worry of me okay? I know how to take care myself and everything gonna be fine (=

2. Now left ICF assig which due on 3th June, well..it is the final assig in final year. I screwed IFM quiz 2 anyway, argggg!!!!! bertaubat!

3. I shall not protect you in that way, talk to you in that way, look into your eyes in that way, care you in that way, treat you in that way and ........ speechless in this way.

3. Just received a 'bad' news today, even God also wants me to accept the fact. Someone has taken my room when I tot of want to extend more days in Subang. I don't believe it but what else? I don't want to think about how's life gonna be..
I just know that I wanna say goodnight instead of goodbye....

2009-05-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

22.05.2009 0128

Q1. You are _____________ .

a. not insignificant
b. not unwanted
c. not untended
d. all of the above

Q2. You are __________ too.

a. adorable
b. unintended
c. irreplaceable
d. all of the above

random questions and answers are in bold.

Music Of My Heart

2009-05-19T00:40:00.003+08:00

I always want to write something nice for you here, but I couldn't make it, alright..just wait for the right mood to come then... hehe

And here a lullaby for you ,

Goodnight .

Motivation - the 'invisible forces'

2009-05-17T00:38:00.002+08:00

Tony Robbins: Why we do what we do, and how we can do it better

Yellow Alerts? Red alerts?

2009-05-16T23:43:00.001+08:00

Be aware that nothing ever just 'happens' to you. You create everything, and you get the outcomes. Many times that we always receive signs (perhaps warning signs) in the form of comments from others, intuition or curses from others - that telling you that dangers are coming and give you time to prevent 'unfavourable' outcome. I personally presume that external alerts will be more stronger than those struggling in your own heart. And I received external signs from people whom actually predict, or told me from their gut instinct. They warned me. Alright, normally I ignore as they don't know what actually is happening, they just simply predict based on their guts. This time, I gonna choose to bother all these signs. I am falling apart, tearing up my heart for that subtle sensations. My gut feeling is roaring out load to me.. and I acted I hear nothing...and very sorry for this emo post, I really want to get kyrpotonite feeling out of life, and I feel great that I make it ends tonight.

2009-05-14T19:24:00.005+08:00

There are still loads of pic, I randomly select some to upload. Medan trip was a blast!!! LOL~~

Yea.. Rupiah nia...

LOVE THIS!!!

Simply like the pirate's ship

Random

Will they come to Malaysia? hm...

Satay padang

Mie Aceh!! <3

SSS

me as bokeh

Meranti

six of us =D

2009-05-12T05:29:00.003+08:00

With a 9 Soul Urge, you want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner. You are highly motivated to give friendship, affection and love. And you are generous in giving of your knowledge and experience. You have very sharing urges, and you are likely to have a great deal to share. Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with a sensitive and compassionate nature.

This is my biggest drawback, I always thought of that, but now everything has been putting in readable forms. Accept the fact lah *pathetic* ...so now I have no way to run from it, and I roughly figure out the what changes I need for this drawback...cont bertobat dan berubah ...

I don't know what happened to people around me. They are just so weird, out of habit since Friday until now. I would say they just simply dump their garbage to me.. Anyhow, I am speechless. don't tell or ask me anything.

For those who don't know wth The Law of Garbage Trucks is.

Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it. And if you let them, they'll dump it on you. When someone wants to dump on you, don't take it personally. You just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. You'll be happy you did.

Motivation

2009-05-09T20:39:00.002+08:00

What is Motivation?

Buchanan defines motivation as follows:

"Motivation is a decision-making process, through which the individual chooses the desired outcomes and sets in motion the behaviour appropriate to them".

How does motivation differ from "motives"

Buchanan defines motives as:

"learned influences on human behaviour that lead us to pursue particular goals because they are valued".

Motivation can therefore be thought of as the degree to which an individual wants AND chooses to engage in certain behaviours.

Are you motivated to study? The answer lies in whether you

(1) Want to study - what are the reasons, if so?

(2) Choose to study? - Why are you reading these revision notes? What factors mean that you have taken the decision to study? How much effort do you put in?

What/who could actually motivate you??hm....... to be cont ....

Apathy

2009-05-06T00:11:00.001+08:00

To be honest, I addicted and quit Bloxorz on the SAME day. Yea..serious!Expected right....because I move too quick, and I change too fast. Now left IFM test, IFM assignment, ICF assig and then finals. Don't you feel very excited? Well, I did, but now some subtle feelings pop up and remains, maybe I just need to give myself a few days to clear all these so called subtle feelings out of my mind.

At this moment, I couldn't find one song to represent my current mood, yea.. out of approx 12G of
mp3s, I find none. So I just continue to enjoy this *silent* moments, and listen to my inner voices.....

B for Bloxorz

2009-05-04T03:58:00.004+08:00

sesat 1 @ stage 13 (15 - 20 min)

sesat 2 @ stage 14 ( 5 - 7 min)

I love this!! The easiest! XD

Stage 18 ( I think I shall stop now : 4 a.m.)

Gung ho uh? Thanks to someone who intro this "emo" games to me, addictive betul ><" is there a way to put this game into my psp ar? @@ HAHAHA, anyway sorry ya, I play while 'waiting' for you. Alright, come compete with me XD er... well....I think I need to clear my mind for a while,at least get Bloxorz out of my mind..

Something

2009-05-02T02:56:00.001+08:00

So many times I thought I held it in my hands
but just like grains of sand, love slipped through my fingers...
So many nights, I asked the Lord above
please make me lucky enough to find a love that lingers,
something keeps telling me that
you could be my answered prayer,
you must be heaven sent
Could it be real? Everything seems so dreamy to me..
Could it be true this is what God has meant for me?
Because I can't believe that something like you could happen to me

I want to know all your secrets even if it takes forever....
because with you by my side, only I can do anything,
and I don't care what tomorrow brings...
My heart is telling me that you could be my meant to be
But I don't know how true is this feeling

something magical
something spiritual
something physical,
something undeniable
nothing like anything that I've ever known

Could it be true that something like you could happen to me?

I have this weird feeling inside, I feel everything is so unreal, just like a dream. By the time I wake up, I am not that sure I'll be able to remember this sweet dream or I just struggle in between of fantasy and reality. If everything is really meant to be just a dream for me, oh please Lord .. Don't wake me up this moment yet.. I want to drown in this dream world... please don't wake me up so soon... Good night world....

As I awake

2009-05-01T06:26:00.000+08:00

All of my senses are met by the morning
As I awake breathing in a new day,
Here by the window I opened last evening,
How the world changed while I drifted away.

Darkness is gone, though it seemed it would never;
Sunlight is smiling and nature survives.
I can believe that we all live forever
When I observe how the morning arrives.

Birds sing their concert and children are playing;
Flowers have scented the air and it’s free;
Life is renewed and it seems to be saying
There is a place in its promise for me.

There are some times in our lives when we savor
Being a part of a much larger plan.
Life is a feast and we each add a flavor;
I’ll make it better, believing I can.

2009-04-30T21:47:00.004+08:00

29.04

I did something bad today!My first and last time..in fact I am regret, but I know I should take 100% responsibility of what I've done. Yea.. seriously need to insaf for dunno how many days.. gosh!

30.04

Last day of April. Finally MDC assignment is over. Now gonna concentrate on ACL which due on next Monday, trying not to do last min work anyway. I am torn between all these things. I need to take a break, a short break, and make sure all my plans gonna work. Realize some lessons again today, uh...Even momogi also cannot help...still contemplating about the 'kryptonite' ...mnay songs re playing on my mind, and here comes the overwhelming sensation..
I don't know why I am so silly and palia, again and again. Enough....this is not me, no more negotiation!

Busy April,mid term, presentations and assignment, but I think I did many mo liu things as well,haha, fully utilize my time XD I think May gonna be worst! LOL Medan trip was a blast! Hope I can go Medan again. Currently I only want to adjust and replan my schedules. Still don't know why I am so busy :X

April is Spring for me. I see flowers everywhere, everyday is sunny day for me. In my life, generally it took ard 5 months onwards to make something happened, now someone actually made it happened in 3 weeks time! could you actually believe it?? it happened like just a song come into my life...Ok, maybe I am too gung ho.. cannot blame me la.. I finally found someone I am looking for mar.. :D
I don't know what I am crapping about d.. it's time to BERTAUBAT DAN BERUBAH!!!

you are my lucky star (=

2009-04-28T01:48:00.000+08:00

You light the skies, up above me
A star, so bright, you blind me, yeah
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t fade away, don’t fade away

If walls break down, I will comfort you
If angels cry, oh I’ll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don’t leave me now, don’t leave me now

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you

I look up to the stars in heaven
And wonder what tomorrow will hold.
The stars are shining down brightly
Almost as if to say
Sleep well my dear and don't be afraid
For tomorrow's a brand new day =)

2009-04-27T00:32:00.001+08:00

I guess now it's time for me to give up. I fill it's time...Got a picture of you beside me...Got a fist of pure emotion..Got a head of shattered dreams..Gotta leave it all behind now
Whatever I said , Whatever I did I didn't mean it , I just want you back for good
whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it..You'll be right and understand
I figured out this story ... It wasn't good
But in the corner of my mind, I celebrated glory
But that was not to be....
In the twist of separation
you excelled at being free
Can't you find a little room inside for me?
And we'll be together
This time is forever
We'll be fighting and forever we will be so complete in our love...We will never be uncovered again

Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be

2009-04-22T03:59:00.003+08:00

And you cant fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of the truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.

And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,

I just want you to know who I am

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Gotta find a way out again

2009-04-21T23:37:00.003+08:00

I feel so important today and I wish I didn't

Another dream just got broken

You suggest you're not that way

Was I a little off key?

I start to drown

I'm hearing voices all around

voices making sounds

calling out

People saying what they will,

but I don't care

What would they say if I'm listening?

What

would

they

take?

Don't you listen to what they say?

I don't have to courage to

listen to it

I rather

run away

from this inner voices

It's like throbbing tooth ache of my mind

drain the pressure from swelling

I get this funny feeling, is it alright?

F&F bday celebration

2009-04-20T12:49:00.013+08:00

BEACH!!! wowowwowo~!!!! NO PS :)
view more pic at nini's fb.
I said better don't joke at beach, because sea will laugh ( 海啸) ....lame.... LOL
Enjoy!

From muachi

Nini and her lulu

Kite flying

As usual

Fuyoh!!!! bird flying

1st round

2nd round

Ignore the water if you could

We love banana!!

Baby Ketam

Big kid with small kids

lead me, I want to see mermaid

3 of them

From lulu <3

Muarpo Next Top Model

we din plan to do same pose! haha..incredible!

we heart bali !

See Kina! haha

Surfing

Chicken dance

Hong Meow

lo po len len~~

2009-04-20T03:52:00.002+08:00

I have all these thoughts on my mind, I am not able to express them verbally, thus I choose to write them here. I am going to write down my feelings for three persons, I will make it precise and short. Firstly, I warn you don't be too perasan, secondly I hope they know I am talking about them, thirdly no offensive.

I can't read your mind, and I don't bother to know what is on your mind. Please study and research well whenever you want to do something, and don't go for thing or people who will never ever belongs to you. I am trying very hard to not give you hell with everything you do. My patience has its limit, I bet you don't want to challenge it. I don't know what the hell I did to make you bring me all these shyt into my life. I don't want to crash my head just for unnecessary matters and people. I thought you will never disturb my life.Well, I was so wrong! Just cut it off before I give you hell. No doubt, I mean it.

I hope you understand that I wasn't out of mind, I just didn't realised the existence of misunderstanding. I was too blinded to see it, too numbed to sense it due to overwhelming sensation inside. I feel so guilty and sorry for making you shed your tears over and over again! I really appreciate everything you do for me and I never tell you how significant you are to me, you are such a great friend that brightens my life, someone who I really love to spend my time with, and also you really mean so much to me... I am sorry for so many times that I neglect your feelings, perhaps I thought that you are strong. My college life will not be so astonishing and notable without you by my side, and thanks for all that you have done for me...there are still so much things I want to share and do with you in future...please forgive me...

I feel so grateful that you are there for me when I need you. Everything seems to be so right when you say them to me. You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You inspire and motivate me to become someone better. You are the light that's leading me to the place where I find peace again.There are so many coincidences that I barely explain why, and everything seems like fated and planned. These are the moments that I'll remember all my life. I will not complain about time constraint, I will only make every minutes count when I am with you. Thank you for being here for me, you have helped me more than you know. I am truly pleased for all you have done. Even if you may think that you helped none. It's nice to know that someone like you care for me too. I am not hiding my emotions in front of you, I am fine, just like you said, everything is gonna be alright. I know it sounds unbelievable, sometimes I couldn't believe the feeling is so true, these are the moments I thank God that I'm alive.I couldn't ask God for more than this time sent someone like you into my life.

Officially 22

2009-04-19T23:53:00.001+08:00

Today is a complicated day, becoz it is my day and also the last day of my mid term break. I wanted to keep assignments company me today but someone said bday muz go chill one...so in the end I party for whole day uh...hahaha!

My day started with breakfast at uncle seng with 3 lopoz , afterward we went to PD. It's bday celebration for April babies, follen and me. I really love lulu!!! It's too good to be true uh..Anyway, thanks for the efforts of preparing foods and the bday cupcakes!!

Followed by, a very big thank you to Irini, Jess, Jordan and Victor for the magic surprise! Well, it is the BIGGEST and most SHOCKING surprise I ever received. Thanks for the new york cheesecake and all the efforts of running here and there just to get me. Too bad that mimi can't join us.

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Thanks to my family members who wished me, sorry that I can't go back Muar today.
Thanks to all my lopoz who wished me and yet cant join us for pd trip, it's alright, love you all so much!! :) Special thx to qing qing, chian chian and len len, for organize the trip. What an unforgettable day! And also lo po lai kai kai who trying so hard to call me from Aussie, Haha! thank you very much *hug hug* miss you ! faster come back!hahaha!!!
Thanks to my dearest members from KOF, Hayden Khoo and O Hui Lei for calls and msgs, although we are so busy with our life, you guys are always on my mind, hope we can gather one day :)
Thanks to turtle for the surprise, I feel so gam dong...thanks for everything you gave me today
Thanks to Elyn, Sin Yuan, Waikit, Yinjiet, Heng2, Jessica, Victor, Pohsim, Irini,Weiyee, Kiatchui, Susiani, Sweewan, Woonchee, Kelzoe, Minlee, Siawling, Jeremy, Shernming, HuiYing and many more.. Sorry to those I miss out...For those who forget to wish me,it's okay, my bday is still awesome without your wishes :P
Lastly, sorry for sudden away in msn and disappear..hehe... For those who wished me at FB, I will reply once I am free to do that la..hahah!

The verdict :

I look like so drunk the whole day!haha! my mind flow to somewhere else :P
Once again, THANK YOU for all bday wishes! Too bad to say that I don't make birthday wishes. So don't ask me what I wish for. Age is just a number for me. Yea I know I am old for some people, but my mind is still young, forever 19 ..hahaha!!!
Today is really a blast for me...I appreciate it!! Lastly, I want to shout that
YOU GUYS ROCK MY SOCKS OFF!!!!!

Moment in time

2009-04-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

We talked,
We walked,
We smiled,
for a moment in time
You passed through my life that day and left your mark.
I know you may never pass my way again,
Or you may stay for a lifetime.
No matter what,
I want to say thank you for the impression you made,
that will stay with me for eternity.
I enjoyed the walk,
I enjoyed the talk.
and I smiled
Oh .... I am blessed for that moment (=

Found two Nemo

2009-04-18T02:20:00.004+08:00

You are the sunlight that brightens up my day when clouds rule my spirit and everything is gray.... You walk beside me, your vision lights the way...You are the lighthouse that's shining in my sky when lost with no compass, and I'm about to cry....You're always present, though I do not know why...You are the candle that's glowing in my heart....When darkness surrounds me, you make it fall apart..I am much stronger from all that you impart.....When loneliness threatens,you show me that you care. I am much richer from everything you share.... You are my hero who always will be there....

I'll be the greatest fan in your life

This I promise you

2009-04-15T19:37:00.005+08:00

I cannot ease your aching heart, Nor take your pain away, But let me stay and take your hand And walk with you today! I'll listen when you need to talk, I'll wipe away your tears, I'll share your worries when they come, I'll help you face your fears. I'm here and I will stand by you, Each hill you have to climb, So take my hand, let's face the world, Live one day at a time! You're not alone, for I'm still here. I'll go that extra mile, And, when your grief is easier, I'll help you learn to smile and make you smile by telling you my superlame jokes (=

I will help you learn to smile (((=

2009-04-15T06:58:00.002+08:00


I'm just a little girl lost in the moment.I'm so scared but I don't show it
and I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know and 
I'm a fool out of love cause I just can't get enough
Please slow it down .... make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause it's too much to be something I'm not
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
Yeah it's just a joke that nobody knows....

2009-04-10T23:46:00.003+08:00

2310 Temptation

What day is it and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
but don't let
me stay here alone
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away....

11.04.2009

0800 It's too late

I want you to take me away
You take yourself away
There's something wrong here,
there can by no denying
One of us is changing or maybe we just stopped trying
And it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it
It used to be so easy living here with you
You were light and breezy and I knew just what to do
Now you look so unhappy and I feel like a fool....

1054 Last Goodbye

I don't BELIEVE you
And I NEVER will,
I can't live by your side with the LIES you've tried to instill,
I can't take anymore,
It's like I hardly KNOW YOU but maybe I NEVER did.
It's like every emotion you showed me
you kept well hide,
and every TRUE word that you ever spoke was really deceiving
Now I'm leaving this time
cos this is my last goodbye
I've gotta turn and walk away,
I don't have anything left to say
I haven't already said before
and I've grown tired of being USED !!
and I'm SICK and TIRED of being accused !!
SO NOW I AM WALKING AWAY FROM YOU!!
AND I AM NOT COMING BACK!!!
GOODBYE!!!!

MIA

2009-04-09T13:21:00.007+08:00

I've been MIA for almost one week, due to mid term exams and hse's router kena struck by lightning,so I cant online. Just done 2 tests, did some careless mistakes!!!! *arg!!!* I am still remain optimistic anyway. From this month onwards, my schedule will be more pack, I apologised to those people who kena affect by me ><" sorry lah.. I am not busying fooling around neh.. Got tests and assignments to do, where got time to go play neh...I don't even have time to go back hometown. Next week is my mid term break, my initial plan was go to Singapore, but now scrap all plans. I have ACL test on next Friday, yea.. during my break, 1st time experience it too. So currently, I work for 6 days, chill 1 day, and all the chill dates are chosen and booked...seek for your understanding.. And, I wanna thanks someone who teman and support me during the days I was bloody stress...there's only 1 thing 2 do 3 word 4 you , I miss you (=
Thanks God that still got one little turtle teman me..hehe..

I don't know how far I can go from here..Sometimes we just couldn't explain why or how things happened, just like I don't know how all these happened in a night. I barely hear or see any signs, I think I am losing my mind. I am finding ways to improve my mental stamina, so that I can make changes before it's too late. What happens to me is I always make this stupid mistake, I've been wasting my efforts and time to search or redo for somethings yet they are actually with me, just undiscovered. I already got them since long time ago, but I never go explore or make sure of them, when everything ends, then only I say " Ah..if I realise your existence few months ago, then everything will not be the same" . So far I think it is the stupidest mistake I made..I don't want to waste time to go big whole round and return back to starting point in the end. I hate to say the word If , it makes no sense to me.

In my dream world

2009-04-09T12:16:00.003+08:00

Apakah kau pernah merasa semua
Yang tlah kau dapatkan berbuah percuma
Dan seakan semuanya menghilang sia sia
Begitulah rasa yang sedang kurasa.....

Dulu ku slalu tanya
Akankah semua kembali seperti yang dulu....
Akankan semua menjadi indah dan sempurna....
Bisalah kita melupakan kesalahan kita...
Rasanya semua mimpiku...
Kita bayangkan dan kita impikan

Turtle....

2009-04-07T20:01:00.006+08:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you ..... (=

2009-04-02T14:49:00.005+08:00

Hey people! Workload currently! As you guys know that I am in my final semester of my final year, so dont bug me for unimportant things k...thanks for your understanding. Seriously need to MIA from here and fb for ' a while ' , dealing so hard with time management now.

Happy birthday to my dearest friend, Irini (=

Party last night was really crazy!

Hiding myself in your eyes

2009-04-01T17:19:00.002+08:00

Er.. Forgot her name.. Met her at playground near my house on a Sunday evening.

2009-03-25T23:02:00.012+08:00

I am always weak in expressing my thoughts, and many times it hurts people around me. Straightforward one word, vague another word. And now I am writing this post to someone, because I really don't know what else to say, or perhaps I already make my stand very clear. I know sorry doesn't make any sense, the scar is there, no one believe the magic of one word can remove the scar. Another way of apologize is always related to karma. Cant you see I am receiving all the punishment? Virus infection, ulcer, cut my finger..I hope it ends all here ><

* For those who read this post b4, I gave a scenario of share price movements. I actually amended it and uploaded it twice. Due to the blogger maintenance, then the para just vanished for no reasons. Perhaps it doesn't want somebody to read it? I don't know, if God really means it,then fine.. I am not going to rewrite the scenario anymore *

What I want to say is I am still same, I am always here for you, support you... and I will do whatever I can do, with my gratitude. And I remembered everything I said to you, I remembered my plans..oh please,you promised! You happy then I happy.
So now I only can wait patiently, pray and pray and pray for the market to recover, pray that everything goes back like last time....miracle?..dunno...but at least now I still have faith .... God bless me.

How I wish that I can turn time back just like how easily I turn this picture
and turn back to .........

I don't even dare to take risk anticipate market movements. Just close my eyes, hold my hands, and pray. Sounds so pathetic, but I don't know what else I can do anymore. I am not sure who had read this, and whoever was guessing I am writing this post to who. And whether that person has actually read this..well, I guess not yet. It's okay... I really willing to pay any price to hedge the uncertainty with whatever forward contract, future contract, options and whatever shyt!!!!! *Sigh* Who can tell me how to hedge? I guess no one, hahaha!!! People only will tell me, let the market flow, expecting the worst case to happen..
No, I don't want to predict the unpredictable. I still remains optimistic, looking at the market price movement... I want to control it so much, want the price goes up.. want it to recover... but the nominator is not with me. Most importantly is how you feel, as long as you happy then I'm seriously okay with anything.....

2009-03-23T11:05:00.004+08:00

Some pictures taken on one day tour to Putrajaya, from Jess's ixus~~

God uses problems to direct, inspect, correct, protect, and perfect us.

When you can't get what you or what you pray for, just tell yourself that it is not belongs to you. God only sends what you need to you, and take away whatever that you don't need in life. I find comfort by telling myself this. So I don't have to feel upset when I lost something, as the best is yet to come.God sent me what I need, and take them away when He thinks I do not need them anymore. And I shall feel thankful though I don't really agree with God.. Thanks God for everything!

2009-03-20T23:24:00.002+08:00

When we are dealing with process, we do step by step. Step 1 to step 2, follow by step 3, step 4 and so on. You know what I did? I followed step 1, step 2 and then jumped to step 4, and when I want to proceed to step 5, only I realised that info on my hand is insufficient, I need to reverse back to step 3. Sometimes life is not follow the way you want it to be, you might end of restart from Step 1 or Game Over. You can say I am the innovator,impatient, lack of vision, or silly, fool or whatever, I don't really mind. This is just take it or leave it, no other issue. I thought I am changing well, I am in the process of transform into someone I suppose to be. The fact is I still stuck in the middle of nowhere. HAHAHA!!
As I said, I split the milk, and I will clean the floor. Many things are expected, speculated, and finally I failed to find excuses for myself to escape from anything anymore. I learn to do not give a damn.. yea yea..whatever will be. Thanks God for giving me the strengths to overcome my fears and finally learn how to let my fears go away. Just make your little getaway, my pride will keep me company. I think some people just waiting to see jokes, I will say we shall see as time goes by!
And people, stop asking what happened to me. I am doing well. Ciaoz.

Get to know me more!

2009-03-15T04:19:00.000+08:00

I heard N times that people complaining to me of they don't know me, or many times that people misinterpret me, misunderstand me. I find this quiz is accurate, and I would say this is so me whether you believe it or not. If you think the result is contrast with impression on your mind, I would say you don't know me well... nah..who cares~

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

Try this out: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Never think

2009-03-11T20:28:00.005+08:00

I feel really tired, of everything, of current life, always lack of sleep like that, and 24 hours just never seems to be enough for me. Perhaps I would say I am not well in time management, or I just simply do not have disciplines or my own stand. Frankly speaking, I still prefer my intern life, everything is just so fine, under control and well managed. Getting really lazy to do anything, seriously anything in daily life now, except keep thinking of PS2! Gosh...I know what are the reasons, and the solutions, but I am too lazy to move on...arg!!!!!! too much of distractions actually..make me lost my focus and out of habit, out of control~here comes the drawback. Well, it's time for me to give up something again, I guess I better push myself to move on now.. and get back to my own world with nothing can disturb the peace of my mind, desperately need to refresh and polish myself!

Drink of the day

Leave and it's time to go home

It was a sunny morning

Andra & The Backbone - Dan Tidurlah

2009-03-02T00:38:00.006+08:00

Pejam... kan... lah

Rebahkanlah dirimu
Lepaskanlah segala yang tlah kau lewati

Bermim..pi..lah
Mimpi tentang di..ri..ku
Ja..dikanlah sebagai.. bunga tidur..mu yang.. indah

Dan tidurlah.. sayang...
Biarkan dirimu merentang melayang
Dan aku di..sana menung..gu dirimu di gerbang ber...sama

Sampai esok tlah menjelang...

I seriously fall for Andra and The Backbone, and addicted to this song. While listening to this song, some pictures are on my mind... one of my friends even said my pm is so weird, put malay sentence. haha!! Enjoy